journal entry 1/14/10

We just figured out the "Creative Writing Oscars" today. Jose won the best actor. I'm happy for him because he was in my group, and that goes to show that we did a good job. I was a bit nervous about the whole play thing. I didn't really want to do it, because I hate getting up in front of the class. Then we had to watch the videos of the plays again. Oh man was that embaressing. I sound like an idiot on camer. The only time I like being filmed is while I'm skating. I don't mind it then, because I'm showing off a talent I know I'm good at. I'm not too good of an actor. I probably could be if I really tried at it, but it's real hard to do, because of the whole being in front of people thing. That I can't do. I think its crazy how these actors and actresses can stand up on stage like that, and just do their thing. Its nuts. I mean, I hate seeing myself on camera, imagine if I were on stage? Man, would that be horrible. I'm just going to stick to what I like to do; writing, skating, and relaxing.